I have never created a permanent solution, a world built to last, an asylum from the outside void. Every word burns readily against the white and the paper goes up in flames, a world lost, a song sung, a silence unbroken. I have never created a construct built to last.
Unchained,
now, what do I have to do?
Write me a
world.
How do I
write something I hardly understand? I am no creator. I am a wanderer.
Build the
walls from your blood, your soul, your heart. Fill it with all the pain and
confusion you’ve ever felt lost in a crowd of meandering mortals. Fill it with
immortality.
I can’t
remember what it’s like.
You
remember.
Do I want
to go back?
Do you want
to go forward?
My hands
feel broken. Requiem, denial, I have forgotten what I’m chasing.
Walk the
cemetery path and look into the still pond.
All I see
is myself and the sky.
Which way
will you fall, if you jump into it.
To the
stars, the black, the void between galaxies.
Which way.
Within.