Monday, March 17, 2014

Side Effects

It's failing me
Falling
I'm drinking
Drowning
Believing in nothing
Help
Help me
Nothing matters and I'm
Falling asleep
Weeping inside
It doesn't work
Was it all a lie?
I'm taking the pills
But it's eating me alive
And I can't seem to stop
The voice inside
"You're better off dead"
But I don't want to die

2 comments:

Scott Keyes said...

I will if I can.. if you'll keep showing me how. Help you that is, over this very rough patch that seems like forever even though its only *now*

Russell CJ Duffy said...

I wake most days at about four even if I only went to bed at two. I wake feeling like shit with thoughts of jumping in front of a train foremeost in my mind. The only thing I know is that the black mood will pass. x

 
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