Didn't know i could hurt this much and still breathe...almost breathe...spent Thanksgiving with Aodhan...and now that we're apart again, it's like a part of me was ripped off...like i'm bleeding slowly on the inside...i know we'll be together again, i know we will...it just hurts so much...
No Regrets
*click me*
Lay bare my heart
Here I promise
With the thorn pulled from my side
Fingerprints of blood
To love and cherish
Before the rain comes
After the world ends
Forever and all eternity
Blackest void to brightest day
Spiral up
The one I love
Amor de mi alma
Truer feelings hath none
With all my heart
Body, mind, soul, spirit
Every word uttered
A devotion
To you, my love
Here I promise
Forever after
Lay bare my heart...
Sunday, November 26, 2006
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love at its most desperate and passionate
It gets better. There's not much I can say more comforting than that. It gets better, eventually. Maybe a few days, maybe a week, maybe two... I dunno, it takes time to get used to not being together again and to not have that feeling tear at your heart every time you think about it... but it does. And then you'll see him again and it'll start over.
It gets a little easier after you've gone through it a few times. But not much. And you never get used to it. I've cried after every time I've seen Bunny. No, more accurately, I've sat in a corner wracked with sobs for half an hour... And there's not much that makes me cry at all. I feel your pain, love, and if you want to talk about it, you know I want to listen.
In a way, long-distance relationships are better, because they're the truest. It's a direct test of the strength of the relationship. If you can get through the distance, and still say with full faith and without hesitation, "It's worth it," then there's not much you won't be able to get through.
And...
It gets better.
I know what you mean, baby. I've never hurt this much. But it's all worth it. The 4 best days of my life. You're my everything, sweetheart. Never missed someone so much in my life... Doesn't feel like home with you gone. Everyone here misses you. Never felt so much like crying... *clutches your shirt to chest* I miss you so much... But we'll be together again soon... Then one day we'll be together forever. You always have my heart. Always and forever. I promise. I love you so much.
Absolutely wondermous poem, too. I love it... You're such a gifted writer and poet. Makes me so happy that you wrote about me... Wish I could do that kind of thing. So very awesome... :-)
"Whatever I am, whatever is left of me, I'm yours." Forever and ever.
All my love,
Aodhan
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