Echoes of an Angel...

Dreamy eyes
Here we go a-haunting
To steal back our youth
Little bits of daylight
Reflecting on a tarnished dream
Bring the polishing cloth!
Wipe the dirt from the windows
Oh, agony of betrayal
Redefining-
What shall we become?
We are the echo
The pull of midnight
The blade that you still covet


Think what you will...

/^\

In silence surround us,
Mother of a shadow, and whisper
Tilted vengance

Watch what happens when the world ends

One Way You Could Hurt Me

Wake up from drifting into the nightmare of life. Sit straight up, it's an image. The pleasant dream people are the monsters. The happy faces, the happy lies. All warped and twisted. Take stock of the situation. I have my words, I have a reason now to live, I have this new found light... the daemon creatures laugh. Tell me...tell me what have I to fear... besides the taste of blood.

I can't understand this. I can't deal with this. I can't. WHY DON'T YOU SEE IT.

Because...she doesn't want to. She doesn't care

Always knew...loyalty will be the death of me


but there is one who is there

Oooo, Swiffy!!

i finally got around to changing my colours!!! what do you guys think??


Introductions over
Clasp your locket, little girl
Here is your master
He owns your world

Taste of the darkness
Repent no more
Don't hold your anger in
That's what the whips are for

Desire and destiny
Reach out your hand
Soon you'll wake up
Look back and understand

Roses are red
Blood is too
One day you'll meet someone
Just like you

Recorded

-a taste in my mouth-
Rewind
-a taste-
Rewind
-who smiles on-
Rewind
-in the darkness-
Rewind
-last chance-
Rewind
Here we stand:
Hold on
To the moon when it's gone
In silent victory we shake
Tumble down
Little hills and valleys
Worthy words and voices
Service
Take this last chance
Hold on
When in the darkness we fall
Opression
One who smiles on us all
Leaves a taste in my mouth
Leaves a taste in my mouth
Hold on
The last line is yet to be written-

My Aodhan...

We stretched out our hands
Missed in the dark
I guess we were both too frightened
Just two lonely stars
But in the end
Our dreams came true
And now here we are:
I want to spend the rest of my life
With you

Somehow we both missed the signs
But baby, now it's fine
We both took the chance
This is something that will last

I know we're far apart
But you're always in my heart
Every day I think of you
All that we've been through
And now I see you're the one
The one I've been waiting for so long...

We stretched out our hands
Missed in the dark
We were both too frightened,
Us two lonely stars.
But now in the end
Our dreams have come true
And I don't want to be with anyone
But you

Somehow we both missed the signs
But baby, now it's fine
We both took the chance
This is something that will last

Screaming into the Blackness

i want to thank everyone who's helped me on here. you're all great. (i'd make a list, but i'd probably forget someone and then they'd be mad at me...) yeah, i'm feeling a lot better now. everything's changed. everything...

last night i stood alone in my aunt's kitchen. i just wanted to get a towel...she had just cleaned the kitchen, taken out all the trash, everything was beautiful...i looked in the garbage can for some reason, i don't know why...there was a razour blade...not mine, no, someone took all my stuff...but there it was. there was the way out. i never knew they were so light...i picked it up, held it...my hands were shaking so bad, so bad...there was dried blood, it was so beautiful...but i dropped it back into the can. i dropped it and turned away.

i was afraid this morning
i'd wake up and you'd be gone
a dream i had
one that i wanted so bad
i woke to the sound of fighting
and remembered you
everything we've been through
i woke and shuddered
would you still love me?
would the night have changed it all?
but you said good morning
and threw my fears away

^fucking cheesy, i know.

Mercy

BLINDED
WE ARE THE


SAVIOURS?



TASTE IN RAGE

music as a lullaby
soothing us to sleep
tears that we were forced to cry


FEAR US
DESTROY US



AS IF YOU DIDN'T KNOW

TURN TOWARDS THE DARK

Breathing

what is this all adding up to...i take a look at myself, as objectively as i can, and all i see is another little kid...a little kid who fucked her life up so bad. she can't write, she can't even talk in coherent sentences anymore. she's bipolar again. what a stupid, pathetic little kid. i can see how she got herself kicked out. she's one of those kids who you just pity and walk away because there's nothing you can do. she won't let you.

i've called myself faithless...i've called myself beholden...i've called myself so many things that were not quite true then, but too true now. i've lost my faith, i've given my blood...and for those of you not familiar with blood rituals, that probably sounds really melodramatic. but at this point i don't care.

something funny (or not, whichever), if you stay around me for about an hour, you'll see me swing from manic to depressive. it's entertaining.

the colour black has never been so intense before...this whole relapse thing, it's changed colours... the lows are so low, i can feel the coldness...but the highs, the actual highs, they brighten all the colours, intensify everything. sound, smell, taste, tone...i don't know about touch, i wasn't really paying much attention...it's like...i don't know

i was going to end this with something either poetic or happier. but you know what? fuck it. imagine your own happy ending