~

Her velvet gown falling into darkness,
I bow
Tasting the sweat of my treason
And expecting the sharp lash of recompense

-

I keep getting these random panic attacks and I don't know what to do about them.

I can't sleep, I'm not eating right, I can barely get out of bed.

I don't know what to do about it.

I feel very fragile.

And nothing seems to matter anymore.

I don't care about anything.