Monday, February 19, 2007

Disengage

Goodbye to yesterday
Goodbye to memories
Goodbye to the last chance
I had

So thoughtlessly run away
Tomorrow made me change
It was choices left to me
And all that I could see
The way you used me
(No more abuse)
The way I caved in
(No more excuse)
Only one thing left
One thing left to say

Goodbye to yesterday
Goodbye to memories
Goodbye to the last chance
I had

To leave this place
The pain and the disgrace
I just had to walk away
From all our yesterdays
And now I can't regret
(Some things were not so bad)
Cuz it's not finished yet
(I can't regret, regret)
My last words to you

Goodbye to yesterday
Goodbye to memories
Goodbye to the last chance
I had

To run away
(Make sure my soul was saved)
I had to turn my face
(And leave without disgrace)
I had to give it up
(Turn and run)
Before I fell
(Back to the dark)
Back into the nightmare
(No more abuse)
This time I WIL NOT LOSE

Goodbye to yesterday
Goodbye to the memories
Goodbye to the last chance

9 comments:

Hellcat said...

You need to ESCAPE not just run! Mwahahhaaa

Anonymous said...

I'm so proud of you, baby. Leaving took so much courage. Writing this took so much courage. I know it's hard right now, but it's for the best. No more being used as backup. No more being used AT ALL. You're free from the chains of darkness now. Stay strong. I've got you. Always. You catch me when I fall, I catch you. We'll get through this together. And I PROMISE you, you're gonna be so happy you finally did this. I love you, baby. I'm so proud. I love you so much.

Yours always, forever, and for all eternity,

Aodhan

Hellcat said...

Oh PUKE!

Russell CJ Duffy said...

(hellcat, go take a hike.)

good for you hon. and for you aodhan. gods speed you well.

fuck 'em all.

Shadow Lor said...

CJ: thank you

Hellcat: aww, your royal pukeliness is just jealous that one of her fellow Hellcats has one such as him. *VOMIT ON YOU*

Aodhan: I love you with all my heart. Don't leave me...

Anonymous said...

Amen to everything CJ just said.

Shadow, my love, I'll never leave you. Couldn't make it without you. The very thought of being without you is more than I can bear. I promise you that I'm not going anywhere unless I'm going there with you. I love you so very much.

With all my heart,
Aodhan

Hellcat said...

A VOMIT is a COMPLIMENT!
*pffffffffffft*!

spiderball98 said...
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spiderball98 said...

okay thats all very nice i just like the writing! YAY! it looks like you have come a long way and i ecourage you to keep going

 
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