B R E A K R I P S H R E D R E N D

one day i'll be good enough for you
and you'll want me like i want you
i won't have to keep telling myself it's worth it
it'll be worth it
someday
i guess right now i'm just not good enough
or pretty enough
or thin enough
or popular enough
or sweet enough
to make you look at me the way i look at you
it's not like you have to anyway
i'm never leaving
you have me forever
i just wish you'd do something about it
because every time there's the promise and then...
you let it go
my heart breaks a little more in my chest
you put it back together the first time
i suppose it's only right that you rip it apart now
(you may kill only what you create
and you created me from the shattered glass, blood, and ashes
i held out to you)
i just wish i was good enough for you to want to do what i want to do
instead of being the second or third thing you think about
i will make myself good enough
i will
just wait for me a little longer
i know i can be what you want me to be
as long as you don't mind losing my soul