Tears of the Past

Sometimes I go back and read over what happened
I have trouble letting go
I just want to know if I was right to run
Or if I should have stayed and fought and bled to death
Passed out pieces of my soul to anyone around

I don't know, maybe there was a better way
And I just missed it

Everything's been left in pieces
And here I am wondering what happened
What happened to the circle I had
To the friends and the faces...

I have them on my mind a lot
And there's no way for me to say anything to them
So I just think
And I wonder if I could have made a difference
If I could have changed the outcome
If only I hadn't taken a side

But I did
So is it my fault that everything fell apart?
I keep wondering and chasing these thoughts
And keep going back to the evidence of what happened

I still wonder if they're all okay
Everyone
Was I the weak link in the chain?

I'd like to think not