Thursday, May 28, 2009

Septem

I.
Please don't cry
Wipe the tears from your eyes
This is for your own good
Same as mine

II.
Pretty words
I would have sold my soul
Six months ago
Now I'm just disgusted
Disenchanted
Keep trying to draw me near
You only succeed in keeping me here

III.
I bet you a million dollars
All you miss
Is the illusion

IV.
She held up her hands
Amazed in the disreality
The déjà vu
The world shattering numbness
Would she smile?
Bitterness pours from her mouth

V.
Love?
Fuck love
Fuck it like the whore it is

VI.
End of the line
End of time
No more tears to cry
No more wondering why
No more silent screams
No more painful dreams
This is the way it has to be
And I accept the inevitable decay
The chaotic destruction of every day
I worship the razing
The destruction, the death
With every brittle breath
One more step and I find that all the time
It was with me, it was inside
You held me back, down, under, drowning
Now I'm so much more

VII.
And so much less

3 comments:

Shadow Lor said...

Guess who spontaneously moved to Texas!!!! *raises hand* oh! I know! I know!! Pick me!!

I actually like the area I'm in a lot. It's really nice. Besides the massive heat and the unbearable sun (hissssssssssssssssssss....), but other than that, it's really quite nice ^_^

So Aodhan and I broke up, which is why I'm now in Texas, staying with my friend Blue til I can get back on my feet. I moved last Wednesday. I found out I was moving last Tuesday. Fun times lol.

It took over sixteen hours to drive one way. Blue is teh nice

So that's why I've not been posting things. My relationship fell apart and really...why write? But now that I'm gone, I feel this...overwhelming urge to just write all the time. Like I used to. So more to come lol.

Much hope

simon said...

well, it sounds like the relationship killed your creativity- so, better to be in Texas!

Lodi Upholstery said...

Nicce blog post

 
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