It's hard to post things when you don't have access to the interwebs. Srsly.
I really don't have anything to say. I'm depressed, moody, and fucked up. I have issues keeping my emotions in check.
I guess that's normal, though, right?
(Beautiful blinding lights
Forever haunting me with memories
As if I could sleep already
I can't hold my own hands steady)
I tend to push myself to the point of exhaustion before I go to bed. Just so I don't have to think.
Thinking sucks.
("Forever and ever, Amen,"
She whispered to her best friend.
But forever turned out to be two and a half years
And her pillow is soaked with tears)
I play DnD now, thanks to Blue. It's really awesome. I look forward to every friday.
And I keep not thinking.
Because that's the only way I can make it
Sunday, July 12, 2009
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Pushing yourself? yes I do the same... knock my self out so I cannot think.
BTW you should get back into the Cello. It is SO seriously cool and mellow...
Thinking sucks
so true, so very true.
lovely piece, loved it.burn on mate.
I know precisely how you feel. Sometimes it is better to lose yourself in creativity than have to face reality.
Yes, reality sucks.
By the way, you have a really cool word verification: POTION
oh man, you are depressed
don't think about it ;)
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