Inter spem et metum
I am trapped
Waiting,
Wishing.
"I am the fallen," and
"I am the fissure," and
"Inter spem et metum,
I have found redemption."
And without words
We spoke together
Into the night.
Inter spem et metum
I am caught
Desiring
Caught dreaming
(Between hope and fear
I am choosing)
Tuesday, May 01, 2012
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Today I was packing some of my things up, and I found all of our high school year books..and tucked away in one of the pages was a card from you, one that you had given to me on my birthday. And somehow I remembered your website name (Which is a huge thing for me because, as you know, I hardly remember anything). I'm not trying to stir up any bad feelings, because I think after all these years we're beyond that..at least I hope we are. I just wanted to know that I was thinking of you today, and I hope your doing well.
@AB
I suppose I am doing well. I never thought I'd hear from you again, tbh. I've thought about you, though. It's nice to hear from you. I hope you're doing well yourself.
I am doing well. :) I'm glad that you are too. I've been thinking about you a lot lately. i think because a few weeks back i thought i saw you. she really could have been your twin. why is it you thought you'd never hear from me? somehow no matter what...we've always kept in touch.
I keep hearing that I have lookalikes in random places >.> which is awkward, the world doesn't know what to do with just one of me lol.
I suppose I just assumed that our differences were too much and after so much time, I guess I just liked to think that you found what you were looking for, or were well on your way to doing so. Although our track record is pretty decent on eventually keeping in touch regardless...
I think it was more or less that she had your hair. or what it use to look like 5 years ago Haha.
back then i was too scared I'd be alone. and seeing how things panned out regardless of what i did or didn't do it would have happened either way. but now my life is a lot different and I'm not scared anymore. i really do hope everything is doing well for you. you know if you need anything I'm always here.
I'm here for you, too ^^ even if I can't seem to get online ever lol. My number is still the same. You should text me sometime, if you want to.
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