Couldn't I?

Couldn't I cry just once in my life
Without remembering the past and the pain?
Couldn't I borrow just one golden day
To free me from these chains?

Couldn't I love just once in my life
Without pulling away from their touch
Couldn't my heart stop shaking in fear
And give up leaning on this crutch?

Couldn't I sing just once in my life
Without hating the way that I sound?
Couldn't I like the sweet melodies
That leave my heart in bounds?

Couldn't I laugh just once in my life
Without being covered with guilt?
Couldn't I listen to everything here
Without leaving me killed?


nice to know that some people found me. heh. kinda makes me feel warm and fuzzy like the fascinating cheese we found in the fridge...ah, sorry, i was helping with cleaning out the fridge and some of the stuff we found was just...well, let's say...interesting science experiments...