RYN: Maybe you're right. But if I ignore it, maybe it'll go away. That's how I usually deal with feelings I can't change: put 'em on a shelf in a corner of my brain and forget about them. Then again, as crazy as I am, I'm not sure if I'd suggest that for the general public. ;)
My offer of the same still stands too. If you ever need it.
RYN: Well... it'll go away on its own eventually, right? That's the way those things work. I just have to hold out until it does. Then it'll purge itself from my brain naturally.
And every day that passes without anything happening is further proof that she loves me more, right? I'd rather she not have those feelings, I really would, but as it is, it's not hurting anything. And I do believe that if I leave it alone, it'll go away.
Yeah, I do have a fairly unique mind. I've always known I was weird, but I've always been proud of that fact. Actually, I've embraced it. Nonconformity is the only thing that suits me. Who cares what everyone else thinks and does? I'm me. And I like me. =)
Whenever I face the question "If you could be anyone else, who would it be?", I always say I don't want to be anyone else. One of the reasons being, what would the world be without one of me to shake it up? And I don't trust anyone else to be me. I don't think anyone else could do it right.
I'm only scary until you stop trying to figure me out. ;)
I may do the same... stoicism sometimes isn't as easy as I make it look...
What is it with some of these comments? Guilt is only black, guilt is always red... Isn't guilt different in different circumstances? Therefore it's open to interpretation, depending on the TYPE of guilt. Black guilt feels more like a shameful guilt, and red seems more like a burning guilt... whereas silver seems more like the kind of guilt you embrace in a way. It's a long-standing guilt... like after the shame loses its edge, it turns to silver.
*shrug* Maybe not. I'm just kinda rambling... thoughts that flitted through my head, that I figured you might find interesting.
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not a golden moment then...
Silver guilt... sounds alchemical...
RYN: Maybe you're right. But if I ignore it, maybe it'll go away. That's how I usually deal with feelings I can't change: put 'em on a shelf in a corner of my brain and forget about them. Then again, as crazy as I am, I'm not sure if I'd suggest that for the general public. ;)
My offer of the same still stands too. If you ever need it.
...and i thought guilt was only black....
grade my guilt with gilt.
more neat and pulsating lines.
RYN: Well... it'll go away on its own eventually, right? That's the way those things work. I just have to hold out until it does. Then it'll purge itself from my brain naturally.
And every day that passes without anything happening is further proof that she loves me more, right? I'd rather she not have those feelings, I really would, but as it is, it's not hurting anything. And I do believe that if I leave it alone, it'll go away.
Yeah, I do have a fairly unique mind. I've always known I was weird, but I've always been proud of that fact. Actually, I've embraced it. Nonconformity is the only thing that suits me. Who cares what everyone else thinks and does? I'm me. And I like me. =)
Whenever I face the question "If you could be anyone else, who would it be?", I always say I don't want to be anyone else. One of the reasons being, what would the world be without one of me to shake it up? And I don't trust anyone else to be me. I don't think anyone else could do it right.
I'm only scary until you stop trying to figure me out. ;)
I may do the same... stoicism sometimes isn't as easy as I make it look...
RYN: Really? That's the impression I get, too.
Guilt is always red.
What is it with some of these comments? Guilt is only black, guilt is always red... Isn't guilt different in different circumstances? Therefore it's open to interpretation, depending on the TYPE of guilt. Black guilt feels more like a shameful guilt, and red seems more like a burning guilt... whereas silver seems more like the kind of guilt you embrace in a way. It's a long-standing guilt... like after the shame loses its edge, it turns to silver.
*shrug* Maybe not. I'm just kinda rambling... thoughts that flitted through my head, that I figured you might find interesting.
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