Better

i'm getting better. which is good. and now i really know that i can't kill myself becuase i would end up killing someone else in the process. and i know that she needs to live becuase there are people holding on becuase she is. and i will NOT be responsible for a string of deaths. that is something that i can't even think about doing. so i will continue on and i will make it this time. i know that life is hard, but that doesn't matter becuase God will help me through this (and there's only about 2 more years that i have to spend at home before i get to go to college, yay!). so i guess i'll just have to make it. maybe next time i'll post a poem i wrote about worshipping (yeah, i know i can't spell, it's really just not fair) but i'm running out of time cuz i'm at the library and they're closing and going to kick me off the computer. (i hate runon sentences...)