Hmmm...

well, what you do has an affect on the people around you. and yeah, this may sound kinda stupid but it has an affect on me too. this blog makes me sound bipolar. maybe i am a little. up and down...but i guess that's just life. (or it's me, one of those) oh, yeah, here i am again...without my notes...figures. however i'm also at school so that sorta makes sense. and i have a test next hour...not that i know what it's over...

i guess i'm a little worried about posting any of my poems on here any more (and yes errr... "girl in black" it has something to do with you...) seriously though, i don't want to take anyone down with me...but that's different i guess...

and what can i do about the darkness that keeps coming back?
(did i mention that i hate school?)