Bad Annie!

annie, i for real am gonna kill u! jk. at least she's not harassing you! just wait until your b-day and then we'll see who's laughing...

well, i successfully no longer want to kill myself all the time. which i'm assuming is good. now it's just refusing to be self-destructive. guess i kinda fell back a ways and started all that again. but it's getting better. what's pulling me out is the fact that someone i know needs to be prayed for. really bad. and i want to help her. but i couldn't help if i was trapped back in the dark times. so, yeah, i'm gonna blame her for making me want to live. but i guess that's a good thing to be blamed for.

one of these days i'm gonna figure out how to change the colours on here...