Eternal Love

For one such as I
How could there be so much love?
When I have wasted my life
Hiding behind lies that I fed to myself
In arrogance I shamed myself
And told myself that I deserved better.
But I missed the love waiting
Even when I touched it years ago
I refused to let myself go
Sentencing myself to a life of misery.
And in my darkness and hate
I pushed away the only one who could save me
So why now am I loved?
In His eternal mercy I have been redeemed
All the pain cleared away
And when I pray I can feel Him holding me.
I struggle each time to hold back the tears
To stop the screaming in my heart.
Why should I be so loved
When I have touched the darkness and fallen?
When I refused His love and peace?
For each of us He has a plan
And His eternal love.




my computer's busted. which is not cool. and it's not that i take the quizes that seriously, but when i feel that they might be true, i just look inside myself to see why i think that....