Blind?

no, my eyes have never been more open. but i don't want to get into an argument about it. explain the morals to me, i just don't see them. at all. and when i said that i saw you in a different light, i meant it. yeah, i know that you're the same person, but i guess...geez, like i said i don't want to get into an argument. does the word mainstream mean anything to you? and i know that harry potter is interesting and cool, but...i think that the one time i fell was enough. and reading that was kinda how it started. don't ask, alright? i've been on a downward spiral since i was five. and things were just starting to look up. just, let me fool myself for a while longer. man, i've never felt more alone than in a room full of people that i know.