Just because I'm not obsessed
With watching guys and makeup
Doesn't mean I don't feel like all girls.
And sure, sometimes I watch guys
But I'm not filling my life with that
Because I have more important things
To do with my time
Than worry about my hair and clothes
And what that dude over there thinks.
I wish people would stop assuming
That I'm gay because I don't flirt
And drool over all the guys.
It's not that I don't like them
Nah, it's not that at all
But I don't want to waste my time on
Those trivial and distracting thoughts
When I could be writing or playing music.
And because I don't waste this time
I come up with so much
(It's easier to listen to God when I can
Think Straight)
And I just don't want to allow myself
To open up to any emotions
Because that might make me feel
NORMAL
(And you know we can't have that)
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
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I feel the same way. But I unlike you, can't seem to keep my mouth shut when i see a cute guy. Because of Hanna..*rolls eyes* Long story. If L.a is getting to you about asking you if you were a Lesboin. Don't. It doesnt matter what others think! Remember??
i know that it doesn't matter. but sometimes i just get so sick of it! ya know, it takes all sorts to make the world and i just don't happen to like to express my opinion about guys. not everyone is a blonde-brained prep like LA (i know, i keep trying not to stereotype her and label her, but i mean, she is, ya know?). and i don't care what she thinks usually, but sometimes it just makes me sad that she has to say those things to me. i just wish that she'd stop.
No matter how much I say
It doesn't hurt
When people tease me so much
It pierces my heart
And when they make fun of me
It flows right through
The place inside me
Where I care what they do.
Yah! Guess who came to my house and ate cake and pizza with me? *grits teeth* Yeah..and i got poked about 9 KABILLION TIMES.
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